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Cindy Lee

by A. Miller

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(it’s Amilla, formerly the Rev The former me is dead) The Potter’s still forming me, orderly The father of forgery has orphaned me ‘cuz I aint choosing destruction Now I spit for the dudes who I used to get drunk with I pray they’re faced with good revelations Now I got my face in the book of Revelation (Yo Cuz, put the bass in elevation You can change your destination Since ’09, since 09’) Denyd inspired what I wrote down Still got my flow down Still happen to think Endo is the “baddest” rapper out of O-Town But talent isn’t everything There’s a challenge to bring balance between good character and the craft Defeating arrogance is an art And the chisel is in the hand Yahweh the Lamb aka the Man on the Cross Since the womb I’ve been diabolic Now I’m in shock like hydraulics of the higher calling I’m involved in I want to share it with ya, so take a glance at Scripture Lend me an ear to listen– revere the Wisdom Of His intangible lyricism–miracle heroism To spare His Heir and sit Him at His right hand in the kingdom Here is a just a mirror of it, just kidding There it’s incomparable so– I’m just here to visit¬–pilgrim in a land of snitches Bandages and stitches can’t fix this sin It’s a matter of the Spirit’s business And He works in accordance with man’s decisions I’m not going to knock on your door and visit But as far as Jehovah goes, I am a witness (There’s a difference, though it’s difficult to see It’s the same devil– difference cult) I had a conversation with a dark angel He said “God hates you– oh and you’re fake too” He told me to quit rapping– “it isn’t worth doing” Then I asked Him why he does so much work through it He didn’t answer– He just switched the subject He told me to hit the pub to sip and rock my kicks in public I couldn’t shut him out I gave him a James 4:7 and he shut his mouth
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I wish ya’ll could hear what I hear And read what I read I wish ya’ll could feel what I feel And maybe you could see what I see I see what I see ‘Til I’m not here–then I got to be who I be Sink my feet in the sand and I’ll breathe in the sea I’m trying to be free, but diseases in me– Keep me from delighting in the heat of the breeze Long nights– heart is freezing in grief, and I’m easily beaten– By my own eagerness to be freedom-less I need a lift– I’m feeling sick A needle prick of healing if it’s not dipped in deceitfulness So I can spit the real deal to the people– That are curled up in the fetal– Position looking at world through a peephole And it gets foul like a free throw So I want to aim to the sky Eyes wet like the rain in the sky When pain’s on the rise It’s by grace that– it’s by faith that The world’s going to vanish The earth aint got a thing for me I’m not even made for this planet So I don’t care what they think of me The majority of the world thinks poorly So I can’t let the world think for me I strive for the King’s Mind I Pray they picture Him when they think of me I heard the Voice of Truth for years But I was drowning Him out In fear and a bottle– drowning in doubt ‘Til I saw God’s face when I was down in the south Faith found in the south– felt strange coming back up I “scrapped up” with my past ways And the fact was, I was training my tongue You can say that I changed how I rapped Battling that guy in the mirror But I’d rather see Christ in the mirror Because sin was dominant Blessed now disarming it since an ex-slave found rest like an ottoman God opened up my chest like a cardigan The Best part of it is that I’ll never have that heart again It’s softened but it was dark and hardened then God pardons sins, and that’s the art of it The world’s going to vanish The earth aint got a thing for me I’m not even made for this planet So I don’t care what they think of me The majority of the world thinks poorly So I can’t let the world think for me I strive for the King’s Mind I Pray they picture Him when they think of me Previous to my rebirth I let weed burn Speech slurred when I speak dirt–deep thirst I was asleep in that deep curse Now I’m walking in the Son like my feet burn ‘Til He return, or I’ll leave earth I’m on the tight path ‘til my knees hurt Like a t-shirt the Scriptures went over my head Then I reversed– rehearsing the Word I’m free, yet I still feel pain But Jesus had to bleed first For me to die is to gain Because I’m a believer That life is behind me I kill my pride, lies, greed– murder times three Now the blind see Let’s rewind time when light hurt my eyes like high beams Not the eye on my head, but the eye on my heart Living life like I’m dead darkness lied in my heart If my life was a chart, I had Christ on the low with my pride on the top But God showed me His scars Without holes in His wrists, there’s a hole in my heart From the start I was cursed with sinning Numb to love, but His blood reversed the feeling– healing I’m never going back to the old me Death couldn’t hold Him, so death can’t hold me How will they know or believe if I don’t speak? So you can’t stop my flow like a beaver with no teeth
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I rap with my head up– giraffe spittin’ I’m back in it– surpass limits ‘til I die and I head up Survive in the wilderness This isn’t my inhabitants– I battle sin– no pacifist I put flames to pot like a skillet Now I’m filled with the Spirit– get chills when you hear it Get healed when you fear Him– I’m looking at the rays of the sun The radiance is making me give my praise to the Son I died to myself, now I got to silence myself Don’t lie to yourself– the world glorifies self-image But that’s not my intention The blind are annoyed at my interests- Because my eyes see to the point of my existence No lies– I’m appointed to avoid them Staying loyal in the Word, so I got to make an imprint The entrance to the Truth is a narrow gate– hey But you can’t go back when you pass away Since my last tape I’ve grown in the Spirit So you won’t hear my name thrown out in my lyrics Like, “Amilla’s a track killa that raps illa Laid back chillin’ wit cats” nah there’s none of that I’m comin back but I put the mic down ‘Til the time is right but the right time is right now Open up your mind right now like, “Where would you go if you died right now?” Because we’re alive right now Peace to my Denyd fam– ya you see that fine stamp On my forearm, when I live my hands to the Lord The war’s on- the world is my warzone Grip the sword hard so I don’t fall like the floor gone I got bored with this small world Now I’m chilling in the Lord’s arms from moron to more strong I’m growing ‘010’s been a greater year I was born again and left my flesh waiting there In a jail cell where the fallen angels shake in fear Enslaved they hate to hear their case afraid the grave is near Hey I’m a nuisance to the system Minimizing distances from truth to a sinner There’s a crazy big gap between hitting trees like an axe does Bumping Slim Shady with a fat buzz The devil tells them it’s the life But I’ve been there, and the devil isn’t right There’s no benefit, though these pleasures may seem better There’s no end of it– it won’t quench a thing I sparked and blazed J’s on my darker days Didn’t part my ways with the flames ‘til the day I’m saved Ya I smoked my brain to a crisp Rolled ‘em up until I had a pain in my wrist I never thought this pain would exist In my mind on my way to hell I’m blazing a game I’m ashamed that I’m dirt– that’s my spiritual history Now I spit clean like lyrical Listerine I can’t stay engaged in the temporary ‘Cuz it’s only by grace that heaven’s in me I spit about the first and the last A verse about skill is a verse in the trash Faith’s confirmed by my actions Satan’s mad I got the urge to be active The Lord’s grace is perfect and lasting That’s why I stand firm with a passion I turned the Master, of life and design That’s why I have the urge to be graphic The hurdle isn’t with the intellect It’s intense we’re a mess from the sins effect I put my energy in the enemy It ended when the heavenly entity had entered me Everyday is a struggle now Shield of faith- see these flaming arrows I aint ducking down I failed so many times on my mission soldier Still a Christian– spit Jehovah ‘cuz this isn’t over Satan won a battle but he lost the war So don’t act like you’ve never seen the cross before When God says, “Come lay your burdens down” It’s a new day since Christ turned the earth around So I want to be lost in His presence I don’t want to be lost in the present Tossed in depression The Boss took the cross so I’ll cross into heaven-ly thoughts let them set in So I can have the peace from God I’m a part of Christ’s body– no piece of God I write rhymes like my life’s on the line I spit about mine– yo my life’s on the line Truth is the bait– my life is the line No call waiting– talk life on the line Life on the mic– life on the cell I used to be a slave with my life in the cell Now life’s what I sell–no weed The old me is dead– I got no life in my cells I’m in the well of living streams– water Crossed the brook of death– now I’m living free ‘Wanna swim in the pages of the good book But religion is killing a true seeker’s dreams Truth– it’s killing what it used to mean Youth- it’s killing who we used to be These times we are living in A guy will write a line of sin, and the buyer sniffs it in And these little kids enticed by the rhymes that are slipping in their intellect Injected with the death, so I’ll intercept that inner threat I’m on a different script– eyes on the scriptures kid Christ twisted my mind around– now I live to witness Him- In reverence– a fight since the genesis Pride is the incriment– we die for the sin committed The world’s blind in submission to the devil Needs divine intervention or we’ll die for interests I’m a rebel– if haters ask me how I do it Take a view of the grave and you’ll see where the proof is Raised from the dead and the dates are historical The origin aint just some blind faith in my head I project apologetics for the Gospel message Spread it and defend it– we don’t blend in And I can’t perfect the method- Or prevent a misconception if I can’t address the question But it’s not about the knowledge or the power feeling proud- Nah, It’s the love to get them found– not devoured
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It’s not about what you prove It’s about how you solve it It’s not about what you do It’s about who you are See naturally– man don’t got a brave heart So we combat to be free like Brave Heart from the bondage of fear Daily kill the worry– don’t just bury it– send it to the grave and then If it tries to wake again, send it to its wake again Today’s language is a fatal trend A real man won’t engage in it with hating lips then say “amen” after Disaster– trapped in a world full of clones Chasing after pleasure– is it worth what we sold? Discipline is spurned– ignorance is yearned for We don’t want to learn more our vision is just blurred Blinded– forgetting that are life here is just a breath So why not just pucker up for the kiss of death? It’s not about what you prove It’s about how you solve it It’s not about what you do It’s about who you are In adversity we lose faith or obtain it Choose hate and God’s blamed– we’re two-faced when odds are changing But the curse is the source of the dilemma So the One who reversed it was tormented by the pressure of the Almighty– Inflicting punishment of sinister sin clung to the only Living Thing that was literally sinless God Incarnate got marred straight carnage Scarred scraped slaughtered– blood loss– great trauma Crushed sin– pay homage– now its all praise–honor To Who saves the depraved– now it’s grace not karma Somebody had to pay So the Son of Man passed away If it’s opposed to what you heard, He still rose on the third A lot of foes learned that it’s not a joke- it’s confirmed So open the Word Put your hope in the Word The Word was with God– the Word was God There’s life in that verse– Christ is the Word Bible reads “we are justified by belief” So now the beast of greed can now resign as your chief if Truth is your leader– the truth is in Jesus We can see him– we don’t have to wonder If we’re cleansed by the blood that bridge the gap From Deity to humanity God gave His only Son Though we used to flee Him He’s connected to the broken ones So now we know He’s Love
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I’m on the path that few travel With beautiful new gravel– my shoes got a new balance- Because death got a loose grapple Sipped a few gallons of living water pursuing to move mountains And few found what I attained- I am saved Christ the Messiahs name is striving an iron blade in me Non-physical– sharper than a double edge Hunting for the dead while we try to make the scriptures known The pinnacle is the Gospel- When it aint misinterpreted Satan remains murderous This age learns from Him Spurn the gift of grace and embrace a lake that burns your skin like the furnace lit Yo it’s permanent, but it doesn’t have to be That’s why I rap to beats with the drastic speech They laugh at me, and they ridicule So typical for those thinking that my Master is weak For the Pharisees- Don’t diss it ‘til you here it yo- listen to the lyrics flow It’s faith alone is how a saint makes it home Break the mold of the world and forsakes the old- Nature because our Savior rose But now He’s disrupting the globe– go Rambo he’ll hunt for your soul Arrow to the narrow path when He tugs on the bow ‘Til the trumpet will blow, or what happen as described in Revelation A rise in devastation– Hiding cannot save them Can’t escape the greatest Savior- most amazing judge that will never fade away Greater days will approach us, if His blood soaks us Blowing piff is bogus I would rather know Jehovah homie You laugh it off, but the wrath of God- Could take half your squad pass them flames before their casket drops
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We got answers for the broken Damaged from the moments hoping someone can just manage what they cope with Handle their load with clear motives– with no fear hold them Tell them why they’re living because time here is limited We live in sin but we designed to be intimate- With the most high– divine in our image and I want to cry when I think of this-see- God feels the same way times infinity But in between He is just too He sent His son as a substitute so He wouldn’t have to crush you There’s no excuse gratifying the evil Because Christ can sympathize with our weakness He is the definition of Love but He hung first, ‘cuz love hurts Felt the greatest pain, although He aint deserve it If you know He’s raised your pain got a purpose I tried to hide my pain Gave inside my brain and you could cry for days I’m praying because the souls are perishing With “O’s” and “Benjamins” – Not broke but they owe the deficit they can’t pay I can’t care what a man say- I’m breaking the lampshade The light shines divine and my plans changed when I let Christ inside Can’t gaze at the past like I sliced my eye I fight to die when I awake My faith annihilates pride and hate– lies and idols break Until my final take I will taste the vital grace– Until I escape- flying in the highest place Life’s a waste unless I carry the cross It’s a lot of weight, but it’s paying off later on Storing treasures in Jerusalem- the new one Where God got a room in it for me And I do this for His glory– I do it for family I do it for my crew so my dudes can understand me Where I’m coming from– where I’m running to I wonder all the time if you’re coming too
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I called for a new start– God heard me It’s begun– it’s gonna’ be a long journey Now I got the Word in my palm– so dominant I stay armed with it in case I want to stop early I war with the flesh- I don’t hold the peace With the sword of the Spirit- I hold the piece On the rock when the waves are approaching Stay connected with the Master like marriage is supposed to be No photos please- don’t notice me It matters where my aim is- not what my name is I used to brag on my vocab Now it’s on the Light of the World and there’s no match He’s the best rapper of all time Speaking time into existence and He don’t have to rhyme Do you see the signs? Take His word from the universe and read between the lines On fire for the most high- bring sight to these closed eyes I don’t watch time roll by– now watch I aint doing any favors Holding back the truth because I’m afraid to be a hater If I saw my dudes entangled in danger Would I am to save? If not then I hate them Dang things change- it just seems like I’m buggin’ ya’ll Sooner or later you’ll just find out I’m loving Give you something you can trust in Unchangeable- embrace the one who made you to attain the unattainable Explains the unexplainable- it’s crazy He was slain and rose Displaying He’s the gracious pro Drink some living water if you got thirst No lies- this aint a conned verse I feel like a star when I converse- With the one who made all stars like converse Set free from religion No need to fit in– I’m feeding on wisdom I used to smoke weed to the beats in my system Now I’m set free so I’m beating the system Planting seeds on a mission I’ve seen Jesus bring thieves to repentance with ease– no henchman The “t” on the tree he died stands for “triumph” Where death took a seat so I stand beside Him He’s the Author and the head of time Since I’ve known Him it’s been a ride In life it might seem like ya’ll are ahead mine But ya’ll don’t know what goes on in this head of mine The big picture is what I see– I-max with a wide screen Read the Scriptures if you’re sick of lies you can try that Or despise facts– feel bad this is real rap They say the good die young May I ask what good is? As a young’n I was told I’m a good kid I just must of misunderstood it because I died at the age of 19 And I was dead to begin with- no paradox if you missed it I’m pointing to the good of the I AM because there’s no good in what I am It’s not about the flow or delivery If you listen focus on the one who delivered me By becoming a person to crush the serpent I’m swallowing my pride so many times that my stomach’s hurting And I’ve come to learn that the true path is better Saying “God can only judge” is true but His wrath is forever And every bad act is His absence And that’s where the track ends
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No equivalence– no equal symbol No competition– we are sinful– He is different Transcendent– transcends demanding a standard we can’t lend It’s better but Jesus gives us it The atonement– He finished it Blow away the sin¬– I guess it’s safe to say He gives us wind Gives the win– In Him is no limits And while He’s soul fishing He is in our midst And His lips is in our fists- When we grip the Scripts– it’s possible ‘cuz his immanence God is not optional He’s necessary– unstoppable Never ready to stop being Not ceasing to spot Heathens Dropping peace in a new heart to start seeing The view of His majesty– Beauty can’t fathom- The fact that Truth exact is He truly the Master Spewing out galaxies Planets stand at His commandments– but foolish humans commit blasphemy It’s tragic and real– God’s actions prevail Unchanging and un-wav’ring the Spirit aint done saving Faithfulness– great is Thy, Christ was slain and died I was Satan’s pie, now saved am I because the Savior’s mine The I AM always existed No one can trick Him– all knowing consistent Indescribable– I’m trying to describe Him though Almighty– Most High– Can’t rise Because nobody else can be perfect Eternal Three Persons, so He receives Worship Indivisible King Innocent criminal getting spit on by His little foes Even if you’re analytical, you can’t quiz Him though He invented your intellect– developing its inner strength The source of all power– the Lord’s a strong tower Outside time– yet Lord of the hour It’s frightening– no one is like Him- He does the right thing He’s the Standard– Holiness– He demands it How do we get it? He’s the answer When it comes to history He is the planner– total control So sovereign– no one is stopping or halting His awesomeness No darkness in Him– He’s Eternal Light Gives eternal life so we can serve Him right which ensures delight Ya you heard it right– Christ reigns! And He’s taking away all my shame It’s not tiring riding with Perfection Prime in His essence– resides in the heavens His design is a message to tell us more about Him No doubt we doubt and want to live without Him- why? Indescribable– I’m trying to describe Him though Almighty– Most High– Can’t rise Because nobody else can be perfect Eternal Three Persons, so He receives Worship God created the atom from nothing then God created Adam from dust Unfathomable exact and actual though You can’t wrap your mind around it using half of your skull He manufactured the globe and patrols it Gives everlasting of hope if you know Him Christ alone! He is God there is none other Not undercover, but if He’s undiscovered it’s His love you run from All roads don’t lead to the same place If your not saved I suggest that you change faiths Why Jesus? Well – He’s the only High Priest with the keys to Hell! He’s the key to living– believe that He is risen Receive His free gift and you’ll be forgiven But then keep repenting Or else He’ll return like a thief in the night and He’ll see you sinning
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The blessed one, you’re precious Mom Your love has stretched to us and we’re blessed as sons Raised in a home where the Savior roamed You made us know He was slain and rose when our age was low Explained to me right, always sang to me I’m not afraid in the night, always prayed with me I felt maximum comfort as a little kid I wouldn’t want it any different I just want to voice your importance to me When I heard your voice in the morning you see Because the warmth in your soul I heard compliments of your kindness my whole life Christ has used you mightily If your eye can’t see, I can see There’s a bigger picture here, it’s in His plan I’m just writing to you mom because you’re my biggest fan When I was sick you would stick with me Sit with me giving me the inner peace I needed When I displeased Jesus It was you that the Spirit used when He convicted me In the world you affected me the most In a positive way in all of my days Your beauty can’t cease Though as time goes on I see your beauty increase I wish the world could know your benevolence We are so blessed that our family gets the best of it You’re extremely patient when I’m not I love the fact that you’re my mom Loving you isn’t hard for me You’re my best friend and you’ll always be a part of me
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I’m going in– the flows for your benefit Provoke your souls medicine–bro– for no perishing I’m chosen– no measurement- Can explain the range of change of how these chains broke– no metal links It’s making nymphos go celibate And those who expose skin show pro etiquette now Since the King came down- Was tortured to sport a crown of thorns then rose again His quotes are more potent than a blowfish in the ocean And I know it– I’m devoting just to soak it in He atoned for men, and I know He did So I’m born again and my soul is what I’m owing Him since I was enlisted to the dark Now I’m bright– put your ear to mine and listen to my thoughts Talk about a failure– I’ve been one Now I’m in a war that’s already been one It’s been fun but the walk’s hard Either worship God or the world that He walked on I used to hate truth in the past tense That’s it– now I hate truth when it’s absent Everyday is closer to death On the stairway to heaven take notes from the steps- Of the firstborn Son Hope your not uniformed of the unformed one JESUS The only pride-diminisher Descended for my sins, so I rhyme to lift Him up No guy is similar– Christ died for sinners We distinguish Him was different than lies of religion Other prophets can’t touch Him My God could take Allah of the Quran in His palm and straight Crush him He’s the start and the finish– talked stars in existence The Boss of the cosmos– caused the beginning Giving lost ones repentance If you don’t want Him you get charged no comma or pause to your sentence It’s that raw– real un-mythical We fall when we feel invincible But God’s wisdom is infinite–yup I’m just a limited sinner did pitiful stuff I’ll admit it to you– up in smoke Drunk– ducking po’s Blunted trunk bumpin’ yo– “it was nothing though” I wasn’t cutting coke- But in my mind it was fine ya’ll like “where is the line drawn?” Like a ruler Without the Ruler I’m polluted Substituting booze for amusement– not choosing truth Assuming fake things– I’m thinking of the future And I can’t change the past so I don’t think how I used to Woke up like a rooster– got up like a booster Tight grip on the idols– in the end I will loose them

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These rhymes reflect on the effect of God giving me new life during the time when my mother was dying.

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released August 31, 2012

Mother - Cindy Lee

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